Hi love,
I’m proud you took the step to find connection and look for help. I understand feeling hopeless. I was once there too. There are wonderful beautiful moments that are beyond your wildest dreams right now.
There’s a common saying that says “once you hit rock bottom the only way to go is up.” Sometimes we don’t know when that rock bottom is. Every year since my rock bottom I come into it scared. What if things go bad again? I guess that’s just life.
But, if it would have ended then I would have missed out on so much. There’s people I wouldn’t have met, lessons I wouldn’t have learned, places I would never have seen, sunsets I wouldn’t have admired, food I wouldn’t have tasted, movies I wouldn’t have cried to and pondered for days, paintings that would never have been painted, love I wouldn’t have felt.
Even the sad parts, the mistakes, the embarrassing moments, the heartbreaks. It’s pain but it’s a sign of living. Life is painful and yet there’s moments awaiting you filled with absolutely all enveloping love filled joy. You are wonderful, filled with talents you might be to blind to see now. I’m sending you love and strength to see them through.
Someone that cares x