Hi there,
I just want to say this horrible place where you are at will pass, I promise it will pass. It might not feel like it will and you might feel you have had enough of the pain and you just want it to stop but please stay here on this plant for another day, please do that for me, a complete stranger that cares that you stay.
You never really know the impact your presence has on the people around even if you think there is no one that would cares or notice. You are here because you do matter and people care, I care. I was once in your position. Felt low and worthless but someone I didn’t know asked me to give it an hour then another hour and another hour.
Something changed in me in those hours. I’m not sure what changed, God changed me or the overwhelming emotion moved but something changed. I believe everyone is connected to each other, perhaps someone prayed for me or had a kind thought about me and it somehow reached me, the real me deep inside.
I hope deep inside you feel life is worth living, someone loves you more than you know. Your presence really does matter and I really promise this will pass.
Someone that cares x